I've had recurring anxiety for the last 7 years, and i found a therapist who said she could really help me, and that I'd not been given the right help in the past. She made me feel so much better, and i have to say in the last week I've felt so normal. I've been so terrified that no one can help me and that I'd reached the end of the line.
She sent me to a psychiatrist who I saw yesterday, to review my drugs situation. And he has terrified me with charts and statistics (eg. teh more episdoes you have the more likely you are to have another, and this increases with each time) and talked me through who kills themselves and who is hospitalised, and I feel terrified again! The upshot was that people don't get cured of depression, but that they can manage it through their lives with drugs.
I now feel back to square one and the anxiety has all come back. I feel like this is a life sentence.
He also said I should up my dose of citalopram to 40mg, which makes me feel like a total failure.
And I just confessed to my fella that I saw a shrink yesterday and he's got really frustrated with me that I've gone down again.
And once again, my DS is watching CBeebies while I get obsessed with my 'illness' and feel myself slipping again. i was doing so well.
There's nothing anyone can say, but I had to tell someone....
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ruby7 · 28/09/2007 08:20
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