Ive been feeling really down since my son was a month old. He just turned 1years old on Thurs. The thing is ive been depressed before and i know the symptoms but dont know how to face them this time. You see i am madly in love with my partner and i think thats the main problem. I know it sounds strange to say that, but since ive been feeling down i have become very jealous etc where he is involved. I am always checking his phone, wanting to know who he talks to etc at work ( he started new job in Jan, he is a manager and all his workers are female) i have become obsessed thinking something is going on with one of them, even though i know he loves me very much and would not do anything to hurt me. I think one thing is we are not married, not engaged, not so much as an eternity ring and i have it in my mad head that he doesnt want the commitment incase he meets someone else. I am going insane. Ive been depressed before when i split from my first husband, he was nasty man and i had to have the police on numerous occasion when he threatened to kill me etc. If you read my profile you will see my pics and can tell as i know deep down i have a wonderful family, so why do i feel i want to end everything. My doc thinks i wasted her time last time i went for advice and spilled my guts out to her, she wanted to know why i hadnt spoke to my HV yea right as if! Someone please cheer me up or tell my off for being such a dozy cow and not getting on with life, for at the moment i cant get myself right. Ps i totally adore my 3 kids and love them with all my heart, and i could not live without my DP either.
Thanks for taking the time to read this rather longwinded thread. H x
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hazypops · 22/09/2007 20:22
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