Depressed Apprentice

[Munstermama867]

I am a married mummy of 1 and I started an apprenticeship in January this year. At first it was great but then my boss began buly me constantly. Anything that went wrong or broke I was blamed no matter how many times I said that it wasn't me. Any mistakes I make are are blown out of proportion. I have suffered for depression and anxiety for a long time but I feel like I really cant cope anymore. I have been off for 2 days sick but cant face going back. Problem is if I quit I have to pay them back the cost of the course. And explain to my family why I couldn't complete the course. I feel so hopeless. Anyone out there that can give me some advice?

[Chabbylis]

Hi, what type of work is your apprenticeship in? Do you have a mentor or tutor which is separate to your boss? Speaking with them may help?