I am just going through the motions of living. I show people I'm ok, and smile, and pretend an interest, but inside I want to die. I'm old, I'm 64, I have nothing to show for my life. I have no friends, no family, if I dropped dead tomorrow no one would notice. I am so sick of all the crap. I honestly feel I have been cursed from birth, and should never have been born. My mother didn't want me, she tried to abort me. It seems like my whole life has been an inadequate abortion.
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