I don't even know why. I'm just really struggling. I don't have any one to talk to. I'm with my children and my parents and making out everything is fine. Because I'm essence it is. Nothing has gone wrong. But I feel like I'm drowning. I feel like I'm screaming and sobbing on the inside and I don't know why. I'm anxious and paranoid about silly things and I'm also feeling really low in mood. It doesn't help that I'm feeling physically unwell and I wish I could just sleep. I feel really alone. My boyfriend is away and only in sporadic contact, which is fine and I understand why. But I wish he was here so I could talk to him. Or just have a cuddle. I'm really not ok. And I don't know why so I don't know how to make it better.
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