I don't know what's wrong with me. (Trigger Warning)

[FamilyLawAdvice]

I just feel so empty all the time. Completely and utterly hopeless, like I'm shouting into the void and there's not even an echo. I don't want to see people, I don't want to do anything yet I feel so lost 😔

I don't want to fee this way, I haven't in over 10 years!

I've relapsed on my self harm and for a while it helps but then I feel worse for dining it and it's a vicious cycle.

My boyfriend left because he can't handle me feeling this way.

I'm just so tired of it, I want to feel normal again

If it weren't for my DCs I'd honestly don't think I'd be here. I don't 100% want to be here right now to be honest.

I don't know what I'm expecting from this I just needed to write some of it down I guess

[confusedmomm]

Hi FLA, Ten years ago, what made you stop feeling like this? That's exactly what you need. If your DP has left you'll feel like shit but it will eventually go. It always does. And you know what he prob just wasn't meant to be. Your DC remain, so pull yourself together and try to find small things that make you happy for their sake.