Feeling very down I have so much on my plate.not sure I’m coping too well.
- Going through fertility issues with the view that ivf will be the path we have to take.
- My job finished in July. We can’t afford for me not to have a job.
- Currently going through redundancy it’s hell on Earth..... I hate it I feel like I’m being backstabbed. ( I am but can’t do anything until union visit)
- I disagree with my boss on something that normally wouldn’t bother me but my resolve is low.
- My redundancy pay would only last 7 months but I would be able not able to work for 12. ( biggest employer in area) hardly any jobs not connected to them.
- Due to who and how the redundancy my decision is key to people fighting for jobs.
- A job has come up it’s more money but .... where it is there has been a high turnover of staff ... the place is in a bad state ...: but the job would lift a huge weight off.
- The job is something specific I wanted to see through until July - an 8 year project if you will. If I was to get the job then I would not be able to do so which fills me with great sadness.