I was on sertraline two years ago and it worked wonderfully for me. I only stayed on it for 4 months. Partly because I was trying to determine if I was actually depressed or just in an unhappy marriage and also because I do have anxieties around taking/depending on ads. I know this is common.
So fast forward 2 years, I'm now separated and enjoying it just being myself and the dcs. But it's not easy. Mostly around stbxh and all the issues of when we were together, they haven't ALL gone away because we are still in close contact due to dc. That and I definitely find the colder weather a problem, have arthritis and I know if I can exercise I will feel better but of course when I'm stiff and sore it's the last thing I feel I can do.
So a while back I started sertraline again. Took one tab and had horrible side effects (much much worse than first time round)so didn't continue.
Last night I felt that horrible feeling of despair. Was at a Halloween party with the dc and everytime a balloon burst I almost jumped put my chair, feel like my nerves are shot to bits. So last night started 50mg sertraline. Side effects are horrible. Jaw clench. Face is aching. Insomnia. Shaking. Headache and a general feeling of wtf am I doing?
Someone please help? Should I keep going with it or maybe stop and make appointment to see go for maybe referral to counselling? I have so much on my plate just now I feel like I can't think straight although recognise this as a symptom of my mental health not being great.
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inmyshoos · 29/10/2017 09:33
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