I just want to feel better again.

[user128057]

I'm suffering with depression. I've never been in such a dark place in my life. I am either in tears or full of rage. I'm not sleeping. I just want to feel better and not have to keep pretending I'm happy to everyone. I've been given tablets and am starting counselling.

[Nissandriver]

Hi there, depression can be so exhausting as can having to pretend you are doing ok. Be kind to yourself, I really do know it’s hard when tears just keep coming as I struggle with depression too. It is great that you are starting counselling and medication, well done for taking those steps, they are steps in the right direction. I really hope you find some peace.