I've had threads here before. I've NC'ed to post this because I'm paranoid.
I know there are things that I'm not allowed to post on MN, so I'm trying to temper my language which is kinda difficult at the minute. Maybe this isn't the best place to be posting. I don't have anywhere else I can say anything though; the Samaritans take hours to reply if you email them.
I've had severe anxiety for years; I can't go outside or use the phone. I don't see people, literally, any people. I have absolutely nothing in my life. I do have family (no children, so please don't worry on that score) but we don't talk much anymore. I'm a pretty toxic person so I've tried to separate our lives.
I'm not really a person anymore. I go through the motions every day and it's all so incredibly futile.
What are you supposed to do when you've realised that there is literally no point in you being alive?
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IAmAHorriblePerson · 06/10/2017 23:55
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