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Well I'm trying..

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WreckTangle111 · 18/08/2017 16:17

I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks. It started 4 years back and it was due to my marriage - but that's another thread. Due to this I have struggled to get into trains and planes...mainly due to the feeling of being trapped. Last year I cancelled a trip to visit my parents because I just couldn't face getting into the flight. DD is 3 and it has been a constant concern of mine that she is growing up without seeing her kith and kin. We both (husband and I) have no family here.
I have worked really hard...no medicine or CBT but managed to get to the point of actually booking the tickets. If I don't have a massive panic attack we would fly on Sunday.
It's a 16 hour flight with a break in Dubai. I have pre warned my mother that I will try me best not make it until the end but cannot promise anything. I don't know why I'm posting this, i suppose just for somebody to understand what I'm going through

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Gingernaut · 18/08/2017 16:23

There are special courses for those who are scared of flying.

Sorry, the bus wifi is slow so I could only take screenshots

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WreckTangle111 · 18/08/2017 16:45

Thank you

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WreckTangle111 · 20/08/2017 12:07

I've managed to get to the airport

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QueenieMum · 20/08/2017 12:15

Well done! How are you feeling?

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Paddington68 · 20/08/2017 12:17

How are you?

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Joanna0685 · 20/08/2017 12:21

Well done, perhaps download some mindfullness you can listen to on the plane, the airport should have WiFi. I hope you have a lovely holiday.

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WreckTangle111 · 20/08/2017 23:26

Thank you all for responding...I've been posting here
www.mumsnet.com/Talk/_chat/3009572-I-have-tried-hard

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