My niece was born today. All I can think about is killing myslef. I've wanted to for a while and the only reason I'm here is because of my husband, siblings and parents. I'm duty bound not to hurt them so i troop on but I'm sick of living for everyone else. If I died today they would hurt for a bit then they would heal. My niece would fill the space in their hearts and they would move on.
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