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Alcohol and drug abuse... sick to death of it

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Purpleismycolour Sun 28-May-17 18:48:35

My dd aged 21 (transgender)is a drug user(recreational) and alcohol dependant, the other evening things came to a head and she became very violent which resulted in myself calling the police, i have now thrown her out the house because my 5 year old witnessed this, we have spoke briefly since and i have told her under no circumstance is she living back with us,I cant take the chance of this happening again, I hate drink and I hate drugs her addictions have torn my family apart, she claims that she is going to get help but I dont hold out any hope, this has made me so ill recently(mentally) and I am not the one that drinks or takes drugs but yet I feel so helpless, police have said they can put in a refferal for dd but they can only take the help if they want the help...thx to anyone that reads this , think I just need to vent

buddhasbelly Sun 28-May-17 18:50:46

hi i'm here and listening.

this must be so stressful for you. I can't type much at the moment but if you want to write more, i'm reading.

Purpleismycolour Sun 28-May-17 18:55:04

It is I want to help her but dont know where to turn, I actually have nightmares about a call from the police and myself having to identify her body, the cocktail of drugs she takes is lethal and it frigtens me

buddhasbelly Sun 28-May-17 19:32:42

i was on the other end (ie the one doing this to their loved ones) but drink only. It took for me to lose everything to realise that I loved myself enough to save myself (and not just get sober for everyone else, because ultimately every time i tried that I would fail because I wasn't doing it for me) and turn everything around.

You need some respite yourself - the impact that this will have had on your every day life must be so draining.

Where is your dd staying just now?

buddhasbelly Sun 28-May-17 19:34:40

there is al anon support which is for family/friends etc that are affected by those in their life that are drinking, i'm guessing there is a similar group for drugs as well. It may help you to speak to others that are going through this as well.

buddhasbelly Sun 28-May-17 19:36:59

you are right to put the needs of your 5 yr old, yourself and anyone else living with you first, for your own sanity.

erinaceus Sun 28-May-17 20:14:16

I am so sorry that you are experiencing this. Well done on keeping your home safe for you and for your 5 year old.

I have heard positive things about al-anon although I have never been myself. I am here and listening.

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