Feel like I've pissed off all the services involved, well I say all what I mean is 3 people, that they are fed up of hearing me tell them I'm struggling, that I don't want to keep living. I can almost hear them saying whatever, just gonna shut up, we're tired of hearing from you.
I don't want to bother them,
I'm scared to tell them what's in my head because I don't think they will believe me.
I'm overwhelmed with everything, have a knot in my stomach that gets bigger and bigger and I don't know how to stop it.
Everything hurts physically and all the tests have come back so far clear so that means it's all in my head and I really am mad.
It's all too much, I'm drowning and don't want a life buoy just want someone to put their foot on my head and hold me under but in reality that's not gonna happen and I guess it feels like a punishment ðŸ˜
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CrazyCatMum · 22/05/2017 22:17
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