Is anyone like me, and they just think that if they didn't have DC they would just kill themselves? I feel like life is so tough sometimes. My job. Sometimes my husband really shouts at me (he's not abusive he's venting his anger at something I've done wrong) and it spirals me into wanting to kill myself. I feel like I want to end it all. But I can't because I have children. Surely the life of children of a parent who has ended their own life can't be as lovely and wonderful as one who has that parent alive?
Nothing works. Not anti depressants (although only tried fluoxetine about six years ago). Not loving my job. Not holidays. Not making myself remember how lucky I am. My children are wonderful and everyone says so. I can't bear to make them suffer, but I'm not sure I can stay alive and do it well enough to want to be alive.
I suppose I wondered if anyone felt the same.
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FennyBridges · 22/05/2017 21:01
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