I feel like a bit of a fraud being here but I'm hoping you guys over on this board can give me a little advice.
I'm really struggling with myself after having a miscarriage in July. Initially it was heartbreaking and I expected that, embraced it even. But now it's become so unpredictable it scares me- I can go days and days being totally fine and then out of nowhere I can't get my head around it any more. I spend hours crying over absolutely nothing. Stuff that didn't upset me even 10 minutes previous suddenly becomes unbearable. I also hate how I feel towards others with their pregnancies. I didn't want to be that person who avoids pregnant women and babies but I am, and I hate myself for that.
My DH is absolutely wonderful but I don't like to burden him more with how I feel as I know he must still be hurting too and I don't want to make it worse for him. I really think I need to try and sort this out myself but I'm not at all sure how to go about it. Do I go and see my GP? Or somewhere else? I feel like such a fraud going to talk to someone after all this time but sometimes it's so overwhelming that even I can see it's not supposed to be like this.
I'd really appreciate your advice if you have any, I need to do something to fix this. Sorry if this isn't the right place, I'm just at my wits end with it.
