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I wish I wasn't here

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forgetiteverdid Sat 11-Mar-17 20:48:49

That's it, really.

Just wanted to share which is probably stupid but true.

PurpleDaisies Sat 11-Mar-17 20:49:53


Have you had any help for the way you're feeling?

forgetiteverdid Sat 11-Mar-17 20:54:53

No. I doubt there's anything anyone can do (sorry to sound defeatist!)

PurpleDaisies Sat 11-Mar-17 20:57:14

There is help out there. It's scary but if you ask for it you don't have to feel the way you're feeling now.

Your gp is a good person to talk to. The Samaritans will always listen to anyone having a tough time. If you think you might harm yourself, please call somebody or head to A and E.

forgetiteverdid Sat 11-Mar-17 21:03:15

Unfortunately I spoke to samaritans - the guy wasn't interested. I know most are lovely I just got an bad one.

The only help is pills and counselling. Neither work.

DumbleDee Mon 13-Mar-17 21:37:37

I understand. I am with you. I don't want to die, I havent contemplated suicide - apart from fleeting thoughts. But I have though about simply not existing. I find it difficult to talk about, but finally spoke to my GP today who was fantastic. Medication and counselling referral. xx

miniatureegg Mon 13-Mar-17 21:54:20

Same here flowers

But I might want to be here tomorrow and that's the best reasoning I can offer you.

humourless Mon 13-Mar-17 21:57:33

Could you try a more specific charity or phone line?


humourless Tue 14-Mar-17 09:19:54


miniatureegg Fri 17-Mar-17 18:40:46

I hope you re feeling brighter op. I'm having a better day. They do come around flowers

Blossomdeary Fri 17-Mar-17 18:47:15

I have been there - stick with it, there will be good days that make life worth living believe me. Try Samaritans again - they really can be of help.

Stick with the pills - they take a while to work and sometimes you have to find the right one for you - there will be one. flowers

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