I'm not sure what to do but I need to do something,
I spend about 50% of my waking hours at the moment on the verge of tears. I'm super snappy and irratable and just feel utterly useless at everything I do, particularly parenting but it extends to everything really.
My husband is basically walking on eggshells around me and I don't know how much longer he can put up with me for.
I went to a training event this morning which made me feel utterly utterly useless. Got home and MIL was just leaving my house. She wished me a happy birthday for tomorrow and I practically barged past her to get in, run to my room and cry. So now she must think I'm a loon too.
I'm so down on my children and I can't cope with their behaviour (especially the four year old) which is just average for their age in truth.
I don't really have any friends and those that I do I tend to avoid a bit currently. My acne is at a pretty bad level right now so don't want to see people.
Sorry that was long. I could have gone on and on but what's the point?
I need some help but I don't know who, how and what.
Anyone got any ideas?!
Once I eventually cry I generally feel better (or numb actually) for a few days then the whole process starts again.
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What's wrong with me? Self esteem non existent
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kennycat · 11/03/2017 18:33
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