I am in desperate need of help. I'm 21
All my life I have had trouble with so many things;
I used to self harm
I am severely depressed (on tablets)
Have anxiety to the max (also on tablets)
I cannot tell the time unless it's 12hr
I don't know my left and rights
I have the shortest attention span
My short term memory is atrocious
I often get my words muddled up when talking
I'm over sensitive to noise (I hate the cinema and nightclubs)
I'm impulsive, I need things yesterday!!
I have barely any sense of time, speed, distance etc.
I find it hard to follow instructions (my mum used to ask my to run upstairs get her 2 things and I'd always forget)
I'm always late and forget the most important things such as my theory test even though I've got it written down and panic that id forget
I talk excessively to the point I feel like I am going to explode
I can't spell for shit. Without autocorrect and google it would look like a 6 year old wrote this
I procrastinate to the extreme
I have trouble staying motivated
My school reports were "So and So is clever but is easily distracted, she needs to apply herself more and work harder"
I left school with 1 GCSE and I feel I was failed! I had extra lessons outside of school as well. I was tested for dyslexia in college came back I had it but it was never noted nor taken into account. I was suspended often and had a lot of dentitions. I really do want to learn but I could never understand and if I didn't get it I never did but if I got it I excelled.
Anyway I really need to get a diagnosis as I'm doing a degree from home and I need to be able to put down my problems so my tutor is aware and it is taken into account unlike at school. It's a struggle when people think you are dumb, maybe I am but I need help either way! Thank you if you got this far, I hope someone can guide me in the right direction.
Also my parents put it down to me being 'dumb' so that is all I've known to be but I think there is a big underlying problem.
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What is my problem?!?!
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LifeAsWeKnowIt · 19/02/2017 23:33
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