I know it is going to sound really silly but I feel really alone at the moment - I don't have any contact with my father - due to him being an arse and being married to a complete witch - I haven't seen or spoken to my half brothers for at least 5 years as they have taken my fathers side and although life is good - I have a nice little job, a lovely DH and 2 adorable kids I keep wishing that I had my mum around - its not like she has only just passed away - it has been 31 years since she died - I just wish that she was here - things would have been so different - and its silly because I don't want them to be that different - I wouldn't have had DD if she were around because my life would have taken a different path and I most certainly wouldn't have had DS or have met DH - I just feel so alone.
I am sitting at my desk sobbing quietly reading posts asking if you would be cross with your mum and all I can think is that I would just love to be able to speak to her just once - I can't remember her at all and due to stepmonster don't have any contact with her family - who I am sure would not welcome me with open arms - god I feel so stupid and pathetic - compared to some people I have a wonderful life - sometimes it just seems that it has taken so much out of me to get here I feel like I have gone through so much and had to deal with so much alone without having my mum around to help.
Sorry I wish there was a self pity smiley - I could put them all on here then!!
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I really miss my mum today.
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Twinkie1 · 23/02/2007 13:11
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