I had a ds in Aug and since then have felt really low, i have found going from 1 child to 2 extremely hard and mentally draining and i just cannot seem to pick myself up.
Obviously i love both my children so much, and i don't think it is "them" it is me, they are both really great and easy going (no sleep issues etc at all).
I am just shocked i guess at how low i feel/have felt.
Atm i just feel there is nothing more than the groundhog day that is my life atm, then i feel extremely guilty for feeling this way, i don't really get any help from anyone at all even though i have plenty of family around, no one seems to want to know, my dh is quite good but it always ends up 'it is just easier to do everything myself'.
Herts...I just feel really frustrated with myself as i have been through very low times in the past and been offered anti-d's and have never taken them (think they just delay what you need to deal withand don't like them), so i know if i go the doc they will just try and ram some down my throat!
When i am around people/family i just feel like a burden, i.e they are thinking "oh god! i wish they would go" and therefore stay clear really iykwim.
Thanks about the pics they are both lovely placid kids i sometimes i feel like they don't deserve me as a mother.