Namechanged. Im struggling all the time. House is a tip. Kids never stop whinging and arguing. Eldest refuses to tidy her room and it's filthy. She's cheeky all the time (pre-teen). DH does nothing. I'm always nagging at him. He hates it and responds with sighs. Says whatever he does is never good enough for me. Work is awful, been signed off due to work related stress. My dad died in March and I loved him so much. Friends are having stresses and bereavements of their own and I've been supporting them. They don't know how dark my own world is. I'm brilliant at smiling and laughing in public. I just want to run away. I have to get through the day and it's only 3pm. I can't bear the evenings. It's worse then. The house is a mess, kids and DH just leave stuff everywhere. Nothing gets put away. I can't say anything anymore because they say I'm always complaining. I just attempted tidying the living room but literally fell to my knees and cried. I feel hopeless, desperate. I sometimes feel like I can't breathe.i don't know how to make it better. I don't know if I've got the strength to work at it.
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