Hey I'm new to this so please bare with me.. I've been having a lot of problems and I don't actually want to get into what they are, but I've distanced myself from everyone as I don't want people closest to me knowing what is going on or questioning me, as a result i hear nothing from 'friends', but that's not why I'm posting but I guess because I can't talk to who were 'friends' I need to get it off my chest.
Anyways I know I'm depressed. I have kids to I have to cook but I'm just throwing whatever is easy together which isn't like me I'm usually a cook from scratch kind of mum, then I can't be bothered with my housework.. and I hate mess! But I'm a wreck. I don't sleep through the stress I'm going through, so I'm exhausted. I'm in such a low place I cried so hard today I was almost throwing up, completely unable to get my breath, and when I did I was gagging and rushing to the toilet. I could barely breathe and I cried and cried and cried. I have never felt this low and weak as a mother I try to stay strong but I'm struggling I just keep crying 247. I'm not myself I have no patience I have no energy and I can't pull myself together, it's hard to explain without disclosing what has made me feel this way but I feel like I'm going to have a break down. I go numb and don't speak i just sit and stare after my crying had stopped. I just don't know what to do.
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Mummyofmonsters · 09/12/2016 22:30
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