Hi
Sorry for such a long post:
I've had healthy anxiety for 6 years which has been managed great for the last 2/3 years with fluoxetine.
I'm 7 weeks post natal. I stopped fluoxetine when I was 6 months pregnant. Kept well until just after baby was born.
First I thought I had a blot clot and was readmitted at 7 days post natal. Blood tests, chest X-ray and heart scan all normal and was let home.
Then I noticed I was fixating on my eyebrows not being same level! Which led me into a panic that I had facial nerve weakness and was constantly looking in the mirror moving my face muscles (have since checked back photos and eyebrows were same 16 years ago! I was constantly taking selfies checking my face for minor changes. long story short by this point had whipped myself into a constant state of panic. Just doing my make up in the mirror would set me off.
Went to gp and started sertraline as I'm breastfeeding. Within a week I started to feel spaced out, almost drunk and just not with it which scared me even more. Logically I knew prob the sertraline but my mind telling me sinister. I also had face pressure, face numbness all same side as the eyebrow and vision issues left eye.
Went to optician on Monday and all was normal except the visual field test but was told the results were unreliable as it said I was clicking excessively. I did the test twice and both results were completely different. That was it I was distraught and knew I had a brain tumour.
I woke up in middle of night tue feeling confused and heart racing and immediately went to a&e. Based on symptoms I was admitted and had 3 lots of bloods, ecg and a brain mri. I was in until Friday and the results of the scan were absolutely normal. The consultant said it was one of the cleanest head scans she has ever seen. I was relieved.
But in true health anxiety style I am worried a tumour was missed as contract wasn't used even though the consultant told me it still sees it well. If something had been found then they do one with contrast to take a closer look but as nothing showed on mine I was fine.
I still have the vision issue in left eye feel can't focus my eyes, left sensitive to bright lights, and now my mind has latched onto some degenerative neuro disease since that can't be seen on an MRI. I have been referred by the consultant to see an outpatient opthamologist and outpatient neuro for the face numbness (which is gone now). I am terrified Iwill fail that test again meaning more tests and that it's a rare neuro condition.
I am in constant panic, crying constantly, waking up heart racing, trembling and freezing cold. Walking about I feel uncoordinated, jelly legs and just not myself. I am also stopping sertraline.
Please can anyone talk to me xx
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I have health anxiety and I'm struggling
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Le1890 · 13/11/2016 17:06
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