Hi! So, in a nutshell, a single(ish) Mum to ds6. His dad is not my dp but a very very good dad. Since he was born though I have struggled mood wise and have gained a large amount of weight. I was in an unpleasant (slightly abusive?) relationship for the first two years of my ds life and as a result of that I have no desire for another relationship.
So: I am functional, my ds is well cared for and has a nice life, my house is clean and I do my full time job well. I have a hobby I enjoy and am involved in a local church.
But:
If I have any free time all I want to do is curl up in bed or sit on the sofa shovelling junk in my mouth.
If I try to diet I feel bereft, like my best friend and only pleasure has been taken away.
I cry randomly for little or no reason.
I get extremely anxious about social events and usually cancel on the basis that I "can't find a babysitter"
I often have to fake my relationship with my son and feel a bit panicky at the thought of a whole day just me and him with no distractions and
I'm just, well, really down most of the time and have a constant knot in my stomach.
Docs have prescribed anti depressants in the past but I've stopped taking them as I don't consider myself "bad enough"
I think maybe I'm just fat and lazy and need a kick up the bum rather than tablets.
What do you think?
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Do I need anti-depressants or is there another way?
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amihuman · 06/11/2016 21:33
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