I just need to unload before i just blow up or stop breathing. I am a single mother and have been alone with my child for 9 years. He is so difficult and I'm finding it so hard to cope with him. In one day which is today he managed to throw food at the neighbours windows (twice) he has been throwing sticks at our windows, he has had tantrums all day off and on. I have never not once been out on my own in these 9 years, I spend all my time working and looking after him. He goes to all the clubs like horse riding, tennis and music. I do everything he wants, he gets everything. He speaks to me like shit. I have no life and give him every bit of me but today well recently I feel like I just can't breath around him. I love him with all my heart and soul but I just don't want to do this anymore. I want to pack my things and leave but I wouldn't but I really hate being his mother. I am so lonely and I have nothing more to give. Thank you for letting me rant.
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