I am completely done.

[Aveiam]

I have no energy or motivation to do anything. I don't want to eat, drink, wash, get out of bed.
I can't cope with feeling like this. My anti depressants are shit, my doctor is tired of me, the mental health team/psych never calls me back, I just want to be gone.
I think I've got BPD but they're not taking me seriously. I fucking wish I didn't have any shitty mental health problems but I do and I need help but no one will listen.
They only hear me when I hurt myself, which I've been trying my bloody hardest not to do. But what's the point in trying not to do it when I can't get help if I don't?

[Petal40]

I understand...it's hard...I'm struggling not to cut myself,not to throw up constantly...they are how I cope...it's so hard..I've no advice only sympathy and understanding

[Aveiam]

I just hate it all

[Petal40]

Same here...friends get fed up helping .nightmare..the shitty stuff in the news makes it worse..sorry I'm not much help

[BifsWif]

Could you go to A&E if your doctor isn't listening? Show them this thread if you can?

[Room101isWhereIUsedToLive]

Maybe you need different anti-depressants? Do you get face to face appointments with the psychiatrist? If no, I know its hard to do (really really I do) but you or someone on your behalf has to push for a referral.
Is there any way you can pay for private counselling?

[Aveiam]

A and e just refer me back to my GP I don't know what to do, I don't know how to cope

[Aveiam]

And I guess no one really wants to hear it anymore

[Aveiam]

:(

[Neome]

Hello, sorry to hear things are so difficult for you

[imwithspud]

So sorry you are feeling this way. Don't give up, I second getting someone on your behalf to push for a referral.

[Jayfee]

You sound so troubled that I would like to at least try to help. Where to start though? As this is an anonymous thread shall we chat a bit? How old are you?

[YouSay]

Hi op. I care. Tell me about yourself. Have you got dc, dp/dh, family?

[Drama99]

Didn't want to read and run. Sadly I've no useful advice to offer, but that solitary sad-face u posted just broke my heart. I'm so sorry that anyone is feeling so sad and alone. There are some terrible people in the world doing terrible things lately, who don't deserve to be here. If u r even a semi-decent person then u deserve ur chance at this precious life, and some happiness. Sorry u feel let down by those who could help. Keep fighting xxx

[jodiebee664]

I care

[Aveiam]

I'm 23. I left a really abusive relationship. I had a daughter. I am all alone and I am so scared and feel so bad. I can't cope with this darkness.

[OrlandaFuriosa]

It's really tough.

But do try to get some diff ads, counselling, therapy, and most importantly, try to cherish yourself.

[Aveiam]

I want my mum

[Jayfee]

Does your mum live far from you?

[Aveiam]

She has advanced Alzheimer's disease

[Jayfee]

She must be very young to have Alzheimer's as you are so young

[Aveiam]

She has early onset Alzheimer's diagnosed when she was 58 she's now 63

[Jayfee]

And where is your baby

[Aveiam]

She passed away

[Jayfee]

I am really sorry you are having such a difficult time.

[Aveiam]

I don't know how to cope though. I don't know how to not give up