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I am completely done.

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Aveiam Wed 27-Jul-16 20:44:32

I have no energy or motivation to do anything. I don't want to eat, drink, wash, get out of bed.
I can't cope with feeling like this. My anti depressants are shit, my doctor is tired of me, the mental health team/psych never calls me back, I just want to be gone.
I think I've got BPD but they're not taking me seriously. I fucking wish I didn't have any shitty mental health problems but I do and I need help but no one will listen.
They only hear me when I hurt myself, which I've been trying my bloody hardest not to do. But what's the point in trying not to do it when I can't get help if I don't?

Petal40 Wed 27-Jul-16 20:50:25

I's hard...I'm struggling not to cut myself,not to throw up constantly...they are how I's so hard..I've no advice only sympathy and understanding

Aveiam Wed 27-Jul-16 20:59:59

I just hate it all

Petal40 Wed 27-Jul-16 21:09:54

Same here...friends get fed up helping .nightmare..the shitty stuff in the news makes it worse..sorry I'm not much help

BifsWif Wed 27-Jul-16 21:11:33

Could you go to A&E if your doctor isn't listening? Show them this thread if you can?

Room101isWhereIUsedToLive Wed 27-Jul-16 21:16:03

Maybe you need different anti-depressants? Do you get face to face appointments with the psychiatrist? If no, I know its hard to do (really really I do) but you or someone on your behalf has to push for a referral.
Is there any way you can pay for private counselling?

Aveiam Wed 27-Jul-16 22:46:24

A and e just refer me back to my GP I don't know what to do, I don't know how to cope

Aveiam Wed 27-Jul-16 23:16:26

And I guess no one really wants to hear it anymore

Aveiam Wed 27-Jul-16 23:28:41


Neome Wed 27-Jul-16 23:30:07

Hello, sorry to hear things are so difficult for you flowers

imwithspud Wed 27-Jul-16 23:32:41

So sorry you are feeling this way. Don't give up, I second getting someone on your behalf to push for a referral.

Jayfee Wed 27-Jul-16 23:36:30

You sound so troubled that I would like to at least try to help. Where to start though? As this is an anonymous thread shall we chat a bit? How old are you?

YouSay Wed 27-Jul-16 23:38:40

Hi op. I care. Tell me about yourself. Have you got dc, dp/dh, family?

Drama99 Wed 27-Jul-16 23:40:47

Didn't want to read and run. Sadly I've no useful advice to offer, but that solitary sad-face u posted just broke my heart. I'm so sorry that anyone is feeling so sad and alone. There are some terrible people in the world doing terrible things lately, who don't deserve to be here. If u r even a semi-decent person then u deserve ur chance at this precious life, and some happiness. Sorry u feel let down by those who could help. Keep fighting xxx

jodiebee664 Wed 27-Jul-16 23:42:57

I care

Aveiam Wed 27-Jul-16 23:44:08

I'm 23. I left a really abusive relationship. I had a daughter. I am all alone and I am so scared and feel so bad. I can't cope with this darkness.

OrlandaFuriosa Wed 27-Jul-16 23:44:18

It's really tough.

But do try to get some diff ads, counselling, therapy, and most importantly, try to cherish yourself.

Aveiam Wed 27-Jul-16 23:51:32

I want my mum

Jayfee Wed 27-Jul-16 23:54:32

Does your mum live far from you?

Aveiam Wed 27-Jul-16 23:56:08

She has advanced Alzheimer's disease

Jayfee Wed 27-Jul-16 23:59:43

She must be very young to have Alzheimer's as you are so young

Aveiam Thu 28-Jul-16 00:00:51

She has early onset Alzheimer's diagnosed when she was 58 she's now 63

Jayfee Thu 28-Jul-16 00:01:35

And where is your baby

Aveiam Thu 28-Jul-16 00:03:02

She passed away

Jayfee Thu 28-Jul-16 00:04:14

I am really sorry you are having such a difficult time.

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