Ok, I have nothing to complain about, I have a happy healthy family, we have enough money, I don't have to work. Why do I feel so useless? I have no patience and no motivation. I struggle to engage and interact with my girls (2 & 4) and as a result, they spend most of the time we're at home watching the telly/computer. This is now all they ever want to do, and when I try and engage them in something else they are not interested. My smallest also appears to compulsively eat through boredom. I know I need to try harder to entertain them, but really struggle to find the motivation to do do. I have no patience and loose my temper really quickly, getting cross and frustrated with them. My husband thinks I may be depressed because I am always angry, but that doesn't sound like a symptom of depression to me, anyway I have no reason to be depressed and am generally happy, just rubbish at being a parent. I should be better at dealing with things, I should be able to engage with my children but struggle and I hate to admit this, but they just wind me up and irritate me. I can't focus on anything I want to do with them there. I am a useless, ungrateful waste of space. Just feeling sorry for myself. I just need to get off my arse and JUST DO SOMETHING! I hate myself.
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