Struggling

[hurtstoomuch16]

Hi. I have posted before but not in Mental Health and have name changed for this post. Had a disagreement with my Mum 4 months ago and had virtually no contact since. My Dad and sister have also not contacted me. She has always been the favourite (I am in my 30s and sound like a child but it's how its always felt) and the way they are acting confirms what I've always thought. They have repeatedly prioritised her and her children, but my parents will not listen to how it makes me feel. It hurts so much I keep getting the urge to hurt myself. Evenings are worst when the kids are in bed. Have a long history of anxiety and depression, my husband is supportive and I have a few good friends but don't want to burden them with these thoughts/urges. I was recently discharged from the mental health team despite these thoughts and don't know what to do so I thought I would try posting on here.

[Marchate]

Hello. You can read/post in the Stately Homes thread over in Relationships. Lots of support there