I'm struggling at the moment and I just don't know how to help myself.
I have terrible anxiety. I've had this for years. There are so many things I feel like I can't do and it makes me feel really trapped. I've isolated myself from a lot of my friends recently, I didn't mean to, I just kept making up excuses for why I couldn't go to places and eventually they stopped asking me and I think I've left it too long to get back in contact.
I am on antidepressants (I have been on these for about five months, long enough for the initial side effects to subside) and in the past I have done CBT which I did find helpful, but now I am too anxious to put myself in situations even though I know the best thing to do is expose myself to the situations I dread.
The past few weeks I've been feeling increasingly lost. I keep having suicidal thoughts. I have no intention of acting on these, but no matter how hard I try I can't stop thinking these kind of thoughts. I don't want to tell anyone in RL as because I have no intention of acting on them I worry that people would just think I was attention seeking.
I know the best thing I can do is probably get out and see people/take part in activities, but I just don't feel like I can at the moment. I'm not really sure what I'm hoping to gain from posting here, I'm just a bit frustrated and wanted somewhere to vent.
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I'm so lost
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Lostsheep86 · 09/03/2016 16:44
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