So, for about the past year, I've been having issues with what I've been calling "anxiety". It's mostly been brought about by a relationship that started in Jan last year and ended in Aug. It was a really rough relationship. Without going into too much detail, the guy had some fairly signficant mental health issues himself which took their toll both on the relationship and me. He's recently started seeing someone else which has triggered another wave of whatever it is for me.
My symptoms are a tightness in the chest. I feel as though there's a bowling ball lodged just above my stomach which makes it hard to eat. I lose my appetite. Even though I'm hungry, I can't face food. I have difficulty sleeping. I usually drop off fine but wake up around 4am and can't get back to sleep because my mind is racing. I'm irritable, find it difficult to focus and am just generally very distracted. I just feel tired and listless. My head is always somewhere else...usually thinking about my ex...
I saw the GP last year who recommended doing some Mindfulness stuff which I have been doing on and off since last spring and it does help when I can face doing it. I've also been taking St John's Wort which again I think helps. I've also really, really been trying to take care of myself by doing lots of exercise, seeing friends, eating well etc. So, I have been doing OK but it's definitely felt like I'm managing something that is always there, if that makes sense?
Last week, I was thinking I was doing really well. I felt in control of my life, had lots of nice social things planned etc. Then I found out about my ex and his new girlfriend and I feel shit again.
There's a history of depression in my family and I had some post-natal anxiety after DS was born 8 years ago that I basically managed to pull myself out of through strength of will!
I really don't know if I'm just a bit stressed and if this is all a perfectly normal reaction to a relationship breakdown, or if there's something more going on. And if there is a something more, what it is and what I should do about it.
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Stress/anxiety/depression/just having a rough time...what is wrong with me?
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BornToFolk · 22/02/2016 11:42
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