I am in a job which involves investigating the conduct of individuals - I cannot be more specific for reasons of confidentiality, I have just found out that an individual I was investigating committed suicide yesterday. Although I know it wasn't my fault I just feel dreadfully sad. No one should ever have to feel like that. I know the method used which I wish I didn't because I have images in my mind. Also last week I actually vocalised that I was worried this would happen and now it has. I never even met the individual as they had been in hospital for several months. I am finding it especially hard because I am in the middle of an episode of severe anxiety and I have lots of nasty intrusive thoughts. I also spent some time as an impatient with PND a few years ago. I have support and am taking Sertraline but it all feels a bit too close for comfort. I just needed to vocalise what has happened.
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