I've self harmed since I was 13 I managed to get into recovery after my ds was born. I was very unwell in my late teens which included a fair few suicide attempts and two inpatient stays in secure units.
I've recently started self harming again after 6 years in recovery. I feel so angry,lost and terrified. I don't know what the trigger has been I've had a rough year due to poorly behaved parent and family issues. But managed to cope well through it.
I feel so lost and alone. Dh hasn't a clue we don't dtd anymore so he never sees me naked. Even so I know how to hide them.
I don't want to go to the doctors because I'm terrified they'll make me go back into hospital again and frankly it would bankrupt us as we have no childcare.
Has anyone be able to get back into recovery without anti ds or therapy?
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MushroomMama · 03/02/2016 18:34
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