That's it really. I cried waiting for a bus in town yesterday, keep just sitting in a heap crying and overwhelmed. I always have to sort of rally myself and somehow manage, even though my life has become more and more limited cos of it. Now even popping to the shop is a mountain to climb. I can't do anything without crying for half an hour first. My kitchen sink is out of action due to rubber seal breaking, and I can't face the landlords handyman knocking (he does it early cos he knows I sleep late, and is a dick) and having to engage with him so it remains broken.
I have no-one who would pop in for a hug or cup of tea.
I have no professional help beyond GP, and he just started raving on about his friend being taken seriously ill on new years day - I can't understand why. He is the only decent (normally) GP at the practice, and there is no other practice I can get to without a huge hassle re-registering and taxi rides and so on. CMHT have ludicrously high criteria I will never meet, primamry care services say im too complex for them.
Private therapist stopped seeing me cos she said i need mre help.
God what an affort to type all that, im so sick of having to write out why i cant get professional help..
Im just in a heap crying. Im trying to eat properly and do my open uni work but just so exhausted, worn out, cant stop crying, cnt rally the forces somehow. Just reached the end. Im so sorry, i have nowhere else to turn
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Hand hold needed, cant stop crying or act normal
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elementofsurprise · 06/01/2016 16:50
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