I just don't know what to do. I am sick of feeling so unstable. My emotions are an absolute rollercoaster & I am so tired of it. I am a single mother, to the most beautiful little girl, and I am so angry that I am depressed and with no support from my family. I am angry that I can't enjoy her and my time with her, I'm afraid that my mood swings are damaging to her, I try to hide it but I'm sure she senses it, even if she is only 14 months. I'm so angry and shocked that all my family who I 'thought' was close, have just deserted me. I have had massive fights with them because they say they care and support me, but they don't and they are not there, not to lend a hand, not to lend an ear, they just dismiss what I have to say. So I'm struggling with a lot, plus I think I'm devastated because the illusion of what I thought my family was, actually isn't. And I now feel l just can't be part of it, and I don't know how to be ok with that.
Rambly post I know. But if someone could help me here. Even just a chat. I'm low, I'm struggling, I don't know how to keep fighting on. I fight so hard all the time to keep pushing through when I feel so bad, but nothing ever changes or gets better.
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Jemima14 · 04/11/2015 21:28
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