We have been through a lot over the past 2 yrs including 3 special needs appeal tribunals for Dd3! She has Asd and simply couldnt cope in mainstream secondary school.
She is now home ed and I have left work.
Not struggling to get her to school or fighting with school and the authority has made our lives much better but I feel broken!
I think I probably have aspergers which makes communicating my issues very difficult.
Some days, like today I feel exhausted, suffocated, tearful and a million other things that I cant explain.
I know I should go to my GP but I have a terrible relationship with him and I know I will really sttruggle to explain how I feel.
I think I need some counselling but dont know how to access it!
I was already pretty damaged before our fight to try to get Dd3 some help, I have major trust issues and am NC with my father, I struggle with relationships and am a serial bridge burner!
My partner is fab but we dont talk properly because we are both to damaged at the moment!
Dont know if I am posting in the right place, I dont normally leave the safety of the special needs boards!
Anyway, if you got this far, thanks for reading
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Ineedmorepatience · 01/11/2015 19:57
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