I had a psychotic episode and depression last year. After much messing about with medication, we found the right doses and I've been improving for the past 4/6 months. Only now the holidays are here and I'm looking after one dd, aged 7, on my own, my depression is making an unwelcome return. Everything I do there is something to feel guilty about. She spends a lot of time with friends because I can't cope with her and feel as though I'm doing everything wrong/ stupidily lonely. I am trying my very, very best but the anxiety and lowness just keeps coming . I feel as though I am failing at everything and don't know what to do.
Sometimes, I think it would be better to ask friends to adopt/foster dd full time as I'm so worthless. I haven't got many people to help- DD's Dad died last year (my ex) and I haven't got any money to put her in holiday club or anything (am on benefits).
My Cpn is off sick and despite promising to, they haven't replaced her so I'm really really stuck.
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School holidays and depression/anxiety has returned
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Loveisashadow · 26/07/2015 17:08
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