Last week my kids went away to their dads, I saw psychologist the day after and stupidly told her my plans that I had been making to not be here when my kids were due back.
So I've had extra support from my cpn and the crisis team have been in touch daily, but I don't know what I'm supposed to say to them.
I feel more and more angry with them that I'm still here, I'm terrified that I will still be here when my daughter is due back next week.
I have been told I have to use the OOH cpn sand even though I know I should phone them now I can't, I'm scared they may make me go into hospital, scared I won't be able to say what's in my head right, I already insulted the crisis team tonight by saying the wrong thing.
I tell them what I see and what I'm hearing, how I'm jumping at everything,
I've just made a mess of everything, I don't want to answer the phone because I know it's the crisis team and I'm tired of talking or not talking, saying the wrong thing, I just want to disappear.
Not even sure this makes sense
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Scaredofmyownshadow · 18/07/2015 03:19
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