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Don't want to be here anymore

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Tomuchcake Thu 04-Jun-15 01:39:00

Life is a total mess

Tomuchcake Thu 04-Jun-15 01:39:18

Everything is just wrong

Tomuchcake Thu 04-Jun-15 01:39:50

Posted in wrong place. Sorry. will try to get thread delated

TwoAndTwoEqualsChaos Thu 04-Jun-15 01:43:58

I am sorry you feel like this. It is very late, might it not seem better after some sleep?

WhereTheFuckIsMyFuckingCoat Thu 04-Jun-15 01:43:59

You may have posted in the wrong place but it sounds like you are still in need of support. Have you considered calling the Samaritans on 08457 909090, or emailing them on jo@samaritans.org.

WhereTheFuckIsMyFuckingCoat Thu 04-Jun-15 01:45:17

Yes, it is very late isn't it. Things always seem so much worse at night I think.

What has led you to feeling the way you are tonight? Do you want to talk about it?

Tomuchcake Thu 04-Jun-15 01:45:52

It's not going to get better with some sleep, it's passed the smartians I think

FastWindow Thu 04-Jun-15 01:47:17

Nothing is that bad, there are always people who would rather you were here on earth. Us included x

Tomuchcake Thu 04-Jun-15 01:47:25

Everything is going against me.
It's gradually been building up since December and now it's at boiling point.
I just don't seem the point of life anymore

WhereTheFuckIsMyFuckingCoat Thu 04-Jun-15 01:49:43

There's always a point, toomuchcake. You will have people who love you, depend on you? Why don't you talk to us? It's never too late for the Samaritans either - they will listen while you chat, rant, or even just cry.

Tomuchcake Thu 04-Jun-15 01:50:59

No one depends on me. No one needs me, honestly, they dont

WhereTheFuckIsMyFuckingCoat Thu 04-Jun-15 01:52:05

Do you have children?

FastWindow Thu 04-Jun-15 01:52:55

The point is living. Doesn't seem like much but it's everything. Don't do what can't be undone. Talk to a real person, please, tonight, now.
08457 909090.
Worth a quick chat? They know a lot of stuff. I know. They're amazing. Saved me.

TwoAndTwoEqualsChaos Thu 04-Jun-15 01:54:42

Perhaps it was the wrong place to post, perhaps not, but, see, people do care.

FastWindow Thu 04-Jun-15 01:55:31

Yes, we do. Doesn't matter. People are listening.

WhereTheFuckIsMyFuckingCoat Thu 04-Jun-15 01:56:58

I agree with FastWindow, Samaritans really are fantastic. And chaos is right, people do care - most likely more people than you would realise. I know things can seem so bleak but I promise, it does get better.

What do you want to do, if you don't want to be here?

Tomuchcake Thu 04-Jun-15 01:58:44

I haven't got kids, so guess I shouldn't even be on this website

Tomuchcake Thu 04-Jun-15 01:59:39

I want everything to be gone

WhereTheFuckIsMyFuckingCoat Thu 04-Jun-15 02:00:22

You don't need kids to be here.

Who do you live with?

Tomuchcake Thu 04-Jun-15 02:02:09

I was sexually abused when I was 9

I lost a baby nearly 11 years ago

My mum died

I broke up with my long term partner, had to move out the house we were renting

And iv lost my job.

See my life is like a Jeremy Kyle episode!

WhereTheFuckIsMyFuckingCoat Thu 04-Jun-15 02:02:29

If you are honestly feeling suicidal, and think you might hurt yourself or try to take your own life, then please call 999 and ask for an ambulance. This isn't the real you wanting this, it's the hurt and depressed you. Killing yourself can't be undone, but you can be helped to feel better.

prorsum Thu 04-Jun-15 02:04:36

Jeremy Kyle is a clown show, what's happening to you is not. Has the relationship ending and the job loss happened recently?

Tomuchcake Thu 04-Jun-15 02:04:59

Yes, recent

WhereTheFuckIsMyFuckingCoat Thu 04-Jun-15 02:05:00

I'm so so sorry these things happened to you - none of it sounds anything like Jeremy Kyle. It sounds like a series of tragedies that have happened to one poor person - you. No wonder you feel as you do - anyone might, having gone through all that.

Do you want to talk about any of it? Your mum, your baby? Do you have anyone in RL to talk to?

Tomuchcake Thu 04-Jun-15 02:08:12

I don't have anyone in real life I can talk to..

My ex is supportive but it's obviously not the same as before

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