I've got a long history of anxiety, PTSD, OCD, panic attacks, compulsive & intrusive thoughts etc.
After being very stable for 3 years I weaned off my meds last November. Had a few very good months, but started slipping down in March. Monitored it, tried all the CBT stuff for a while. I realised I was too ill for it to help & it was just triggering - went back to GP to restart meds (sertraline which has worked v. well in the past) 2 weeks ago.
The last 10 days have been horrendous - constant mind numbing anxiety, barely sleeping, daily panic attacks. I'm now have valium & amitriptyline as well & a review this week. My mum has my youngest dc for the weekend- this time the thoughts are taking the form that he has cancer & every time I look at him I have flashes of his funeral etc. It is incredibly distressing.
I know there aren't any answers or solutions. I have another three children to look after, dh is away & everyone I know is going through their own difficult stuff & there's nothing anyone can say or do that will help anyway.
I feel like crawling out of my skin.
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coffeegonecold · 24/05/2015 13:31
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