my son died suddenly in january just a few weeks before his third birthday and we found out through autopsy that he had an inoperable brain tumour. I would have killed myself probably if I didn't have my daughter as I know she needs me but I am being a crappy mum for her and I just think she deserves better than me
I just keep having flashbacks to the night that my son died and I can't handle it, if I'm dead these thought would stop.. i wouldn't feel this pain anymore. i just don't know what to do, my relationship with my husband is falling apart too and i don't feel like I can turn to him anymore. I just want this all to end. i want my son back I still cant believe hes gone with no warning at all he was laughing and smiling just a few hours before. it feels like I cant breathe
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i hate my life
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bella93 · 03/05/2015 15:39
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