I've been working with her for 2 years and she's the best one I've ever had. She's got a new job and is leaving at the end of January and although they are recruiting there is no replacement yet.
My emotions are swinging wildy around from being sad, scared, not feeling anything, feeling abandoned, feeling angry with myself like I should have seen it coming, feeling stupid for getting so attached, etc etc.
I'm off work at the moment due to my MH and due to start back in Feb, it's a really difficult time and I just feel alone. I've been really battling intrusive thoughts of self-harm lately (2 years clean woo!) and now I feel as though I'm almost resigning myself to falling back in the habit without the support I've become to rely on.
Don't really know why I'm posting tbh, there's nothing anyone can do, I just need to talk I suppose. Feeling sorry for myself, though I have no right to - there are so many going through much worse right now.
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Rinoachicken · 11/01/2015 23:48
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