I am due to be discharged from a Section 3 from a psych unit today. That will definitely go ahead.
I am under the crisis team.
I have a CPN.
I have a diagnosis of BPD and have done DBT.
I am totally broken. Walked around Morrisons in a daze this morning.
I have contacted the Samaritans.
Feel very very unsafe and unwell.
What else can I do other than what I want to do? Being IP obviously does nothing. This is my first time alone in 8 weeks. If I go to A&E it will be the same crisis team that visit me at home.
My husband says he will leave me if I self harm again but even that isn't a motivator.
I am just lost.
What else is there?
I hope this doesn't get deleted but this is not suicidal ideation, this is not not wanting to be free from the pain etc. I see no future.
I am safe at the moment and have rang my CPN.
I became an auntie today. Why am I so very very sad?
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fluffydressinggown · 10/11/2014 12:28
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