I manage to get from morning to night. Some days i manage to do that and not be shitty to dd. Today wasnt one of those days. Shes gone to bed now. I want to cuddle her but dp reading to her. She must think i don't love her.
i am on medication for anxiety. Have been for two years (this time )
Im not getting better. I feel on a knife edge all the time. I was walking my dogs with dd today i wanted to scream at every one to just fuck off. Ddog1 clearly picked up in my mood as he was very fighty (i keep him on lead all the time ashe can be like this but today he was a shit).
Even simple tasks put me on high alert. I feel on edge all the time. Like im just about holding it together. This is normal. When nothing going wrong. If anything happens i lose it.
I feel weak and pathetic.and this is it. This is my life from now until i die.
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