Hello, I'll try to keep this short
I'm not sure if it would be classed as depression but I think I've been ill for a long time. How I can best describe it is I feel like I'm treading water trying to stay afloat but sometimes I feel so low or even a little thing goes wrong & it feels like I'm drowning! This shows itself by hours & hours of crying or what scares me more is I see a red mist & such rage... Not physical but I shout! (Hate myself for this & what it's doing to my kids)!
I have thoughts of wishing I could run away or wishing I had a terminal illness. Occasionally suicide enters my head (crying so hard as I type this) ... I'm an LP I'm so scared the GP will call social services. I don't want to lose or leave my kids but life is so hard & I'm tired of it!
Do I say all of the above to the GP.. What will he or she think ... I'm sure I need help as the low moments are overtaking the better moments but I'm scared to admit it as it feels like I'm letting it win. Please help & tell me it will be ok?
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What to say to GP plz advise
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rainbowfeet · 29/03/2014 19:50
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