I am really scared and down: posting on here because it helped so much in the past.
I've had mild depression for 20 years, and a very serious bout after birth of DC2 3 1/2 years ago. It was succesfully treated with sertraline/mirtazipine comb. I've been off mirtazapine for 2 yrs and off Sertraline since last September.
At the beginning of Feb I was really poorly with flu and then got secondary infections, weeks and weeks of antibiotics and terrible sleep.
I started with the early waking qbout 3 weeks ago, feeling anxious etc.
Last week I saw my lovely GP who thought it was worth a week of zopiclone (sleeping tabs) to set me straight. Well, it hasn't worked and I just feel worse and worse daily. Back to GP tomorrow to plead for something else.
I know I'm not well enough to be working but am crapping my pants about having 'the conversation' with my bosses tomorrow. I've already missed 2 weeks + they are under a lot of pressure work-wise. Plus am loathe for everyone to know my business - they are really nice folk but I am a private person.
To cap it off, my mum, who is usually my go-to person (embarrassing in my late 30s) is herself quite poorly with a major depressive episode at the moment. I can't ask her for help. She already blames herself for passing her depressive tendencies on to me. DH is managing the kiDS but only just.
Can someone talk sense to me and tell me it's going to be ok?
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Going to have to miss work owing to unexpected relapse :(
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apermanentheadache · 09/03/2014 20:45
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