I get a feeling that somebody is standing behind me with an ax. I have been feeling depressed and suicidal lately. In a way I should be happy that somebody would try to kill me with an ax, but I am scared.
I had a chat with cpn. I don't feel so suicidal anymore. I mentioned about the ax man. He did not really comment on that. I hope ax man goes away soon. He said he will discuss with psych about getting a new med to help my depression.
Thanks kotinka. It could be anxiety too, who knows but the feeling has lessened.
Suicidal thoughts are back. Cpn asked if I would like to be seen more often. He meant home treatment. I said no as I felt better. Now I am feeling worse again. I might have to call him tomorrow and ask for that.
Aniline, I have this too. not an ax man but feelin like theres someone behind me whos going to hurt me, hiding around corner of the door. once I was running my bath and some one behind me was gona push my head under the water!
mine are shadows that taunt me, running around my house, makes me scared and edgy.
my gp and psychiatrist don't give a toss, just say its part of my depression/anxiety. I sympathise for you. x