I was diagnosed with BPD, multi-impulsive anorexia and depression/anxiety 16 years ago.
I've stopped seeking treatment as none of it helped. I'm a very high functioning mentally ill person for the most part, but I self-medicate.
I take up to 20 co-codamol a day, in 2/3 doses, and have done for years on and off, but liver tests have come back normal. I know this is really dangerous, but I feel there is no help I can access. I've previously seen my GP (although a different one each time) and been put through some horrendously inappropriate treatments.
I'm now worried that going back will incite questioning about my parenting, and prevent me getting pain relief when I really need to (for pain).
Many years ago I took 8 paracetamol and my DF called the NHS Direct line, who just said 'wait and see if you feel ill', so I always thought that a dose of that size wasn't life threatening, but reading a few other threads here has made me worry that I'll drop dead at any second.
I'm trying to cut down but in order to not get sick I have to do this slowly, so I'll still be ingesting huge amounts above the regular dose.
Can I take any reassurance from my liver being ok ten years after starting this horrible journey, or should I be expecting to suffer serious consequences?
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Daily OD to self medicate
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LaLaLeni · 22/01/2014 19:48
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