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I'm hurting but I don't know why, I think I need to rant

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TotallyAddictedToLurking Sun 13-Oct-13 21:49:05

I'm sorry, I just need to rant to get it off my chest.

I Have BPD and I'm struggling.

I feel like im stuck in the past and can't get past it. I'm getting flash backs of a happier time, of the old me before this horrid 'illness'.

The me who didn't care what others think of me. The me who who hadn't seen what awful people there are in the world.

I remember being so innocent and so naieve. Not being so synical. So untrusting.

I've been struggling at work recently, I feel like my team leader has taken a disliking to me, they are snappy and off with me. It is so sudden and I don't understand why. I can't ask as I don't want to risk my job.
I'm too sensitive and it's really getting to me. I feel sick about going in tomorrow.

The easy solution is to not let it bother me and just get on with things, but I wallow and let things get to me.

It's all come to a head tonight, I can't stop crying. These flash backs are getting to me.

Rant over!!!

Crawling Mon 14-Oct-13 09:48:19

I don't know much about bpd but just wanted to say I'm sorry your struggling ans I'm here to listen if you want to rant.

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